Monday, October 26, 2009


Walking this road is I feel so fuck up. I fuck up my life once. The life that I want, but I didn't behave like i suppose too. I was so fuck up, i feel like I should shoot myself.

How i suppose to know i gonna fuck up my life? If i happen to know, i might be behaving like i suppose to. But in other way, finally i realize that, the life that i want is the one that is fucking me from the begining. Damn... Being fooled all these years. Stupid of me.

Yet... I should behave like i suppose to. Not the other way around...